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| Sunday, October 17, 2010 |
im trying to exercise abit of self-control... on many stuffs... nt to be so immature... nt be so emotional.. not to stuff my nose in other stuffs... the feeling of wanting to help others but.. i dun really noe if im in the position of helping them... am i in that position of doing that? am i just a nosey person... i have my own things that i duun even do welll... wad is their aspect of me?? huh... so immature... so thoughtless... or am i worrying about things that im nt supposed to worry about? or.. am i crazy? or... i dunno... some awful words that i shouldnt type here... and i aso realise... that my true char... doesnt have a defined shape yet... its...bcos im trying to be abit of this and that that i observed from ppl arnd me?? stimes... bcos of this... i try nt to be too close to anyone... Contradictions... a complicated person... eh.... i can tell others to do this or nt... bt me leh? i dun have anything for myself... huh... aaa... im nt emo okae... altho... its sound quite emo... my mind is practically rojak....hahaha... nxt time then ... |
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