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| Thursday, October 28, 2010 |
Well, next week onwards, i might really hate my mondays... Seriously... Monday blue blues... =.= ... Why? cos my class start at 10am to 1pm, then ONLY one hour break, next, i'll have 1 hr thermodynamics tutorial,3hrs laboratory and 1 hr french lecture continuously without break... die... hahaha Dunnoe is whether its due to this few days weather or wad... altho i really like the cooling weather, i feel dead tired now... like gg to fall sick soon... i've slim-ed down from 60kg to arnd 56.5kg(this morning's record) from...saturday until todae? and... when its time for lunch, i dun have the appetite to eat... =( ... well, maybe i would go back to 58kg todae... =) cos i ate kfc wif my family just now... todae's the day for this week that i have the biggest appetite...haha...but jnow, im feeling dead tired and... like im gg to have fever... =.= aaaa...sianz... and then, worse, im currently my class's treasurer... which is stressful? cos im at lost with matters regarding to $$$. and that, i feel that my class's head apparently doesnt trust me at all... he makes me feel that im v.untrustworthy, irresponsible person and that he must always prepare stuff by himself... damn... and then, to add things more worse, this week's review of subjects makes me feel that i might have a hard time with all my subjects... even applied mathematics. waaaa.... can cry.... To Be continued Dunnow y im posting even though my blog is so dead....=.= i must be crazy... and yu xin, i agree with u... most libras, like me, contradict themselves =.= Stop observing and smirking! I have had enough of it! If im in the condition to use any means to wipe off that silly smile on your face, u wouldnt be able to have the courage to look at me anymore! i rather we go our own ways. So, put that arrogant face of urs away from my vision before i do anything desperate without contradicting myself. |
| (Your Name) ♥ 11:17 PM |
| Sunday, October 24, 2010 |
and... im gg to die of awkwardness!!! due to some problems in...my social life?? i dunn really noe how to describe....aaaaaaaa and.... i must arrange my thoughts... aaaaaaaaaaaaa............. and i dun think i would be updating my blog after sch starts... unless contradictions follows me to sch and.... i dunno wad im toking about...nvm nxt time then... would try to update asap? |
| (Your Name) ♥ 12:20 PM |
| Sunday, October 17, 2010 |
im trying to exercise abit of self-control... on many stuffs... nt to be so immature... nt be so emotional.. not to stuff my nose in other stuffs... the feeling of wanting to help others but.. i dun really noe if im in the position of helping them... am i in that position of doing that? am i just a nosey person... i have my own things that i duun even do welll... wad is their aspect of me?? huh... so immature... so thoughtless... or am i worrying about things that im nt supposed to worry about? or.. am i crazy? or... i dunno... some awful words that i shouldnt type here... and i aso realise... that my true char... doesnt have a defined shape yet... its...bcos im trying to be abit of this and that that i observed from ppl arnd me?? stimes... bcos of this... i try nt to be too close to anyone... Contradictions... a complicated person... eh.... i can tell others to do this or nt... bt me leh? i dun have anything for myself... huh... aaa... im nt emo okae... altho... its sound quite emo... my mind is practically rojak....hahaha... nxt time then ... |
| (Your Name) ♥ 11:40 AM |
